"the wakening".. simple ...wanna make the puzzle? ... I hope not

some text missing.............. will it ever appear?

"Chaos is inherent in all compounded things.
Strive on with diligence."

Buddha

Slightly above the thin "0-meter-above-the-water" line

Possession feeling
The winter comes and his possessive personality is hard to handle..
We only can wait for spring and hope (hopelessly...) that the harm had been bareable...
The rise of the phoenix

A bird in Egyptian mythology lived in the desert for 500 years and then consumed itself by fire, later to rise renewed from its ashes. The Phoenix is a male bird that is a sacred symbol in Egyptian religion. The Phoenix symbolizes/represents a person or thing of unsurpassed excellence or beauty, death, resurrection, immortality, life-after-death, and the sun, “which dies each night and rises again each morning, kind of like the phoenix when it dies, it will always comes back.”

extracted from: http://www.clipartstation.com/clipart_indexer4/index/view?id=8814

Back from the Wasteland

Preamble:
I'm been holding my silence due to a sequence of events that guided me to a state of mind that cohibes me of sharing anything ... blue state lol!
recently.. I can say .. I might had recover a bit :D so .... let's make an appointment, shall we?

briefing:
since August I'm considering to create a new company ... meanwhile ... I haven't got spare (mental) time to keep my blog up to date.... and a "dark self" seems to had emerged somehow... (some people notice that ... in a way or in another... but most were kept safe from my this shadowed state of mind)

keeping busy...
I bought my self a Rubik cube.. in middle august.. I learned to solve it (thanks, youtube ;) It was a good thing .. to give your mind a brand new problem to solve.. althought it is a old invention)

I started creating a program to write and maintain blogs (with the look and feel of ms-outlook, that offer you a easier way to post and configure). The goal here was to get acquainted with C++/wxwidgets .. the project remains frozen.. :(

Sunday hike (4 november)
Me and some friends had gathered with the purpous of take some good pictures and to enjoy a different day, for a change...
Destiny: Monsanto, Idanha-a-nova
* more pics from Monsanto here

Fair well!
misery .... I lost my cell phone :( I'm suddenly felt somehow disconnected from the world... no cell, no camera, no news,..... fortunately I had a backup of my contacts.. (I still have with me a bunch of A4 papers whith "everyone contacts").
I'm using "the old one" now.. Is a good phone, but ..... .... whatever...


now ... in less than a week for xmas... I'm counting on posting one or two posts in a short period :D